It had been about 1year and 3 monthz , and it comez to an end now . we broke up on 22 march 2009 suggested by fely . reasonz ? jealouz of me chatting wif my 13 years ago primary school mates which is in canada now . well what we did was calling each other our primary school nick name ( siu lo por ) which mean 2nd wife , this nick was given more then a decade ago by my primary school teacher and friends , i was 10 years old back then . why was i given this nick ?because i used to play with them during recess time and during curriculums , she even cum to my house n play video games , but that was 13 years ago . I've get in contact with them once again lately n chat alittle on facebook . really bring back abit of our childhood memoryz , so we kinda joke around wif what we did during primary time . they are consider my long lost friends , coz i dun really have much of them in contact wif me nowadays .

Back to wht had happen dis morning was , fely saw all the text and get jealous over it . jealous over a ten years old nick which happen more then a decade ago ? though we play wif it lately , doesn't mean sumthing is going to happen , need not to say we are in different country , from this incident i also learn that how weak our trust was .

It happen all the time that fely said i did not put in any trust on her . well this was true , as both of my previous relationship doesn't work out well . I was fear the same thing happen again .

we come out with all kindz of rules , promise to prevent each other from leaving . I've relax some of the rules and forgive some of the promise she broke . but still in her eyes itz never enough .

this time round wif her unreasonable act , which i had enough all this while , Im not going to give in anymore . now we are no longer together , it hurts alot , but there is not way back , i guess the only thing i can do is let time wash away my pain .