Lotz of stuffz happened between the previous post till now . my close friendz would know the detailz ofcoz , so if u r reading this and u have no idea of what had happened , U R NOT MY CLOSE FRIEND ! hehe . well back to blog again , had lotz of stuff to share here . sry for those who waited . Was back to HK for a month due to sum reason ( as i said close friend would know ) haha , when shopping for juz 2-3 days only . wasn't enjoying myself there at all . will not mention any detail here . Well back to singapore a week ago n start working right the day after i arrived . yup is computer again . this time im working full time in funan selling computer from 11am till 8 daily . haha not bad not bad , top sellz till now . encounter lotz of customer during this whole week , old old ladyz , chio buz , ah maz , handsumz , uglyz . make lots of friendz there . by working as a sellz person , i realize i can actually make friends with lot of different kind . and develop a friendship with them easily . im not really out going kind , but this really change me alot . now i've got more friends . customer may cum back time to times and look for me . pretty enjoying myself there . looking back to the days that i had earlier on , this is really what im looking forward . i ought to be treated better dun me ? neglect the pass n enjoy the present is what i want . as what christine told me earlier on , "no wonder how hurt are u the earth still rotate" . truly understand the meaning right now , or maybe is juz i've opened up my mind ! hehe anyway thanks to all who had show up to me when i need u most ! p.s im free everyday after 8 , do join me for dinner , coz im always hungry after work , hehe =)

Well everything have to start all over again ! ever since the previous post , ive not been blogging till now , me n my dearz relation state had back to normal again , but this time she suggested to change the role alittle . im fine with it , let see what will happen in the long run . Wake up 7am in the damn early morning , went to ITE east with dear ytd to register and purchase her uniform , den we went to the campus canteen to our breakfast , it was so cheap , laska only sell $2 , other noodle too . i guess dear can save damn lotz of money on food . shez gonna be fat for sure .

It had been about 1year and 3 monthz , and it comez to an end now . we broke up on 22 march 2009 suggested by fely . reasonz ? jealouz of me chatting wif my 13 years ago primary school mates which is in canada now . well what we did was calling each other our primary school nick name ( siu lo por ) which mean 2nd wife , this nick was given more then a decade ago by my primary school teacher and friends , i was 10 years old back then . why was i given this nick ?because i used to play with them during recess time and during curriculums , she even cum to my house n play video games , but that was 13 years ago . I've get in contact with them once again lately n chat alittle on facebook . really bring back abit of our childhood memoryz , so we kinda joke around wif what we did during primary time . they are consider my long lost friends , coz i dun really have much of them in contact wif me nowadays .

Back to wht had happen dis morning was , fely saw all the text and get jealous over it . jealous over a ten years old nick which happen more then a decade ago ? though we play wif it lately , doesn't mean sumthing is going to happen , need not to say we are in different country , from this incident i also learn that how weak our trust was .

It happen all the time that fely said i did not put in any trust on her . well this was true , as both of my previous relationship doesn't work out well . I was fear the same thing happen again .

we come out with all kindz of rules , promise to prevent each other from leaving . I've relax some of the rules and forgive some of the promise she broke . but still in her eyes itz never enough .

this time round wif her unreasonable act , which i had enough all this while , Im not going to give in anymore . now we are no longer together , it hurts alot , but there is not way back , i guess the only thing i can do is let time wash away my pain .